Feels like I could never breathe again.

Das ist ca. 2 monate her, doch ich steh wieder ma selben punkt wie damals.

I pretend my depression is gone, but in reality, it’s still here, just lurking in the shadows, waiting for the perfect moment to attack. I’m never happy, and goddammit, I wish that it would just leave. I want to be happy, but at the same time, I feel like I can never be happy again.